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The Call

So I mustered up all my courage and went into my bedroom and called him. I was grinning so widely and my heart was beating so fast. It's been a long time to actually call up a boy that I have started to develop a crush on. After multiple dialing tones went by, he finally picked up the phone. I wanted to say hi but I got nervous and didn't say anything. He was silent as well for the first few seconds. I squeaked out a weak hello? and that's when he said hi back and laughed. And after the hellos, there were awkward silences haha. He was chuckling over the phone while I was speechless at what to say. I asked whether if there were mosquitoes to bite him and stuff, it was so damn awkward. I was legit surprised at his voice, he had this American accent that he mentioned before but hearing them in person really surprised me. And I fell a little bit more in love with that. He chuckled more. IT WAS SO DAMN CUTE. He then said, "haha, this is hard." OMG, was he actually fe...

Etherealism found me

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Hey ya'll I've have so much on my mind and I decided that spamming it on Insta stories ain't gonna help so here I am! Sigh, so I've just been blocked from this guy's story earlier. I have so much mixed feelings about this. Angry, confused, and disappointed. UGH. I literally frequent Instagram more ebfoer of him. He started complimenting on my stories. He said I might've stolen his heart with that smile. Which made me go aww. then he started saying nice things about me like how I look great in this color. OK fine, I guess it's just me who was overthinking. No guy ever compliments how I look so maybe I was too gullible, too naive.  We started chatting, tried to get to know each other, or rather ME trying to find out about this mystery guy. He asked about my age, I told him mine. He realized that I'm older than him by 2 years and he replies "how unfortunate". So I was like aww, does he have a slight interest in me?  He suggested that we shoul...